⌒ John waN ■

I love u but u looooooove him. You cann't imagine  how much I love u. I can do anything for u . But you told me . U will marry with him. whatever I wish you are happy everyday. To Xiao Xiao Hu

Tomorrow is traditional Chinese Dragon Festival .I didn't stay with my family at the important festival . At the old saying We wer especial missing our home during this time . Tomorrow I will stay at my rent roof alone. Lonely  last lonely `````` 

From June to now.I didn't updated the space.Not only because I was busying with job , also there aren't something to alarming me. I know what I must to do when I havd written "Presume upon myself". Yes, I did what I said . Do a hard but helpful job at summer 、Passed english test and got the top-grade scholarship.Just because I know I can changing the worse situation by myself. Of course , I accept that I am a little bit lucky .

I will ending my campus life the semester. I am going to Shang Hai for job hunting .As you know there are a lot of opportunities waiting for me .May be we even cann't afford our flat fee when we work at there, but we never worried about it . Whatever where we are liveing and what we are eating .It doesn't matter at all. We can facing all frustrations .

Yes! We are man ! we have nothing , so we don't care about  loss anything .Nothing can influence us to accomplishing our dream . Yes For our dream ! Yes We can !

I'm not a child.I can decide something.And noticed my poor family is hard to afford my post graduate tuition.I don't want to depend on any family lationship for my future job.Whatever , I have the responsibility to released my parents burden.

I must make a choice between study or work,now. No one can give me a hand.Please believe yourself,You can!

I nfact, it's so far away from my dream.But I know I can struggling to change the situation.

I will be walking alone in a strong way .I'm never afraid!

Friend's can console you when you were sad!

They couldn't told you how to do!

Disaster not only bring grief to us, also it as a teacher.She told us that we should cherish life and study how to extend our love into a spirit,it dares any possible difficulties.Before the earthquake, I thought our younrger generation is live in a peace of life .But after the 3 mimutes of mourning. 13 billion's Chinese know real meaing of love and they will hold together to rebuild our home.Of course , the case have changed many foreign countries's attitude to China.

Thnaks! Peru ，Bangladesh，Palestine PS  ，Italy,  German, Japan ,United State```and so on `````The disaster hold more countries in the world.