I didn’t read any books and given up master degree test When I started to work for Andre as his assistant. I have to say I’ve got many experience for Landscape Architecture, but it’s far from my goal. Working for NGO is not a professional studio for design. Maybe I need leave here. I can’t enjoy the so called “comfortable living style” . I wanna go to Shang Hai. I wish I can find my dream at there. Shang Hai remind my initial dream when I was a high-school student. Several years past. Eventually, I have been the opposite way….What I should do and how to do? Who can point the correct way for me?

Help…………………..

Tonight,I sit the dark loft alone.I'v give up post graduate test really! I know it is impossible to pass it at this year.I hate the politics that in ang examination in China.Why we have to study politics in any major?No reason. I think art is free .

My leader thought I'm a smart guy and I can be a excellent designer in furture. But I am worry about it.I'm not so young now. I have to support my life and saving money a lot of money for furture study.I wish I can finishing my dream that study Landscape out of China when I am 24.There are only less than 2 years.I miss my college time but I know I've bright  furture.

All of you will marry with them,"Congradulations"

Yes!"Congradulations" Care yourself! Byebye!