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    April, 2007

    Paper-cut

    Several weeks recently!
    We are study Folk Art.
    Paper-cut is our examination task,
    you need rather attentive and clever and deft.
    It's a pity.
    My classmate say that I'm rough finger````
    Too difficult to cut````
    But I believe I can attention every detail.
    Pay more time,
    Pay more attention to paper acutting.
     
     
    Just I have met My High-school classmate ,
    We are talk some happy thing of past.
    Thanks you can concerned me.
    I promise that I didn't want the person who cares for me disappoint.
     
    [01.04]

    Excursion

    Waste all morning stay in the dormitory.
    Facing computer,
    seldom friend online.
    After have lunch ,
    Lie down in bed.
    I don't want do anything,
    felt very lonely.
    Afternoon
    Suddely ,I want make a excursion.
    By 13s bus go to Wu YOU hill
    I like by bus ,next to window,
    admire view  along the way and
    enjoy wind to puff my face.
    COMFORTABLE

    Arrived goal,
    across Rainbow Bridge.
    as quickly as I can run to the hill-top```
    weather quite hot````
    Occasionally found a theatrical company
    in the act of shoot documentary film .
    Only leading lady,is a young girl.
    Very lovely.
    Stand on the bridge ,
    gaze at distant place .
    To appear rather pronfessional.

    When I was on my way to college on the bus,
    I meet intrested thing that one person havn't small money pay for the money.
    So he to act as conductor.
    Leshan Bus System to intend become unmanned conductor too difficult,
    because the local person grow a habit ````

    Finally
    I congratulate to my brother that he had engaged
    until my come back my hometown in summer vocation,
    he will marry.
    and Duck that he fall in love ````
    HAPPINESS.

    Hope I can happiness too.
    [31.03]
    March, 2007

    TODAY

    Just have had breakfast,
    a bowl of hot spareribs noodles.
    Washed  bed sheet and clothes.
    Yesterday,
    I don't know why I couldn't open the blog.
    So
    following  of yesterday.
    Waste all day
    Today
    I haven't do nothing,
    In English class,
    Before I felt very interested,
    But the first times want to sleep````
    Fri. only 2 class, so always spare.
    I don't what I eat something wrong ,
    After have lunch,felt terrible upset stomach.

    Nap

    Get up

    Unexpectedly,
    Alone go to Hai Tang park,
    lake. bridge. hill.````

    Come back dormitory
    Found a Benz ````
    March, 2007

    My Network Life

    Online have became a habit.
     Network is a  good appliance to know new event,
    to communicate with the globel  person ,
    to share  resources ,
    to release nervous study.
    So, I have online only if I have free times,
    sometimes search pictures  for task
    sometimes to chat room say to my MSN friends
    sometimes listen music ,watch some classic movie
    and so on.
    But I have seldom friends always paly game ,
    even forget need class or have meals .
    I condn't understand why they can facing computer for ever ````
    I condn't understand that games  could let you get what?
    Maybe they have get they want get thing ,
    Maybe that's rather emptiness.
     
     

    WHen LoVE To become past Events

    now
    very early,
    everybody in sound sleeping .
    I felt very lonely
    Why I always be lair?
    Maybe i as innocent.
    i always to take precautions the evil society
    Even  refuse stranger  invite
    but I forget  that I life a evil condition.
    Couldn't to keep off.
    when love to become past events,
    I only avoid the thing
    sick thing to nowaday.
    I was young , rough way up my life .'
    I must meet ,
    meet every thing contain
    sour
    sweet
    hot
    bitter
    March, 2007

    mY Finger bE glueD

    Recently several weeks I have many task need completed.
    SO every day felt very exhausted.
    I know that I have to pay more time on it I can get more thing ,
    No matter what thing , or good ,or bad .
    GOOd can let me happy ,continued efforts .
    BAd can let me find my mistake and failure,Continued exertion.
    I believe I can get successful before long.
    The picture is my haven't completed task ````
    Thanks my friend help me .
    March, 2007

    GooD NewS

    Two weeks ago
    We will go out to draw from nature
    Maybe the destination is LIJIANG of YunNan province
    Very nice landscape````
    But as a result of we are sophomore,academy leader perhaps haven't accept it.
    At least we would go west Sichuan province.
    Spent two weeks go to visite,to set free,to breathe,to enjoy````
    To spend money````hehe````
    March, 2007

    KOELN Individual Concert  After Lunch

    12点30
    朦胧的醒来
    装饰画还有很多
    下午又是民间工艺开课
    跑到一教
    难得电梯没关
    可能还没有真正的清醒
    按下了八楼
    想去偷偷新鲜的氧
    隐约的听到了钢琴的旋律
    八楼这个时候居然也有人````
    走了进去
    一台钢琴
    一个装饰气质的钢琴美女
    一个用着英语`普通话`德语(从没听过,不懂就应该是)的老师做指导
    另有几个学生(可能都是音乐系的)
    旋律环绕着整个空间
    没有人几个人
    却一点也不空荡
    我在最后一排
    依然听的那么清晰
    深呼吸
    对就是这个味道````
    March, 2007

    The night raining for who?

     Library always very quiet!
    I always go there alone;
    Silently let's you can hear your heartbeat sound!
    Suddly ````
    晕!
    实在太累了
    还是早点睡觉
    本来是想用英文写````
    窗外徐徐的雨声打破了这样的沉静!
    今夜的雨为谁下?
    上午和一个新西兰的朋友聊的不错
    他告诉我Love is something which takes a life time to know....We should never be in a hurry trying to understand it....
    谢谢你的意见
    说的很好
    以后可能用的上
    呵呵
    When humbug meet humbug!
    Who are hero?
    hehe
    把那两幅画贴上来
    结稿!
     
     
    March, 2007

    The tour of yestertoday!

    Everything of yestertoday,
    We really could forget?
    Maybe that's right !
    Otherwise why we need study history?
    I don't like it,I don't hope history influence my life or oppinion.
    Let's we forget as fast as we can.
    The next a second ,It's new begging.
     
    March, 2007

    一个人的阴天

    早晨实在是没有能量在爬起来
    但是我实在是没有勇气是想象
    睡下去的悲哀
    我怕
    真的开始怕了
    以前从来没这样的感觉

    其实不是眼前
    是怕将来
    将来是什么样子
    实在太渺茫
    噩梦又伴随了一夜
    可能哪天就会这样降临
    我到时候有力量去承担这一切?
    时间不会倒流
    我却一直生活在过去
    没有去面对前面的一秒
    读了一个小时书
    不知道记住了什么
    吃了碗面
    舒服多了
    跑去MAPI的房子
    准备画画
    可能他实在是累了````
    没有起来开门
    我只好灰溜溜的回寝室ONLINE
    WRITE BLOGBOOK
    VENT MY ````
    偶然看见一个朋友的BLOG
    看见她写的那些东西
    真的是变了不少
    还有几张她在马来西亚的照片
    ````
    又是阴天
    乐山总是阴天
    一个人的阴天
    `````
    March, 2007

    Who can help me?

    天啊
    真没想到自己会走到这样的地步
    人怎么都这样?
    的确
    应该是要这样经历些磨难
    又怎么去面对将来的风雨
    我不怕
    我不怪谁
    欺骗我
    对没人有必要对我真诚
    受骗
    也是我自己太轻易相信谁
    以前妈妈总是罗索来 罗嗦去
    我总是不愿意去相信
    社会太黑暗了
    我还好嫩着啊
    不怕
    多经历点很好
     
    装饰画的作业
    虽然都是我自己想的
    但毕竟是想的
    难做啊!\
     
    好人难做
    难做好人
    我本来就不是什么好人
    装什么装
    呵呵
     
    WHO CAN HELP ME?
    ONLY MYSELF!!!!
    March, 2007

    SICHUAN HOT

    太辣````
    全身都麻木````
    简直是很难去享受四川辣
    中午睡觉居然做了噩梦
    可能是辣坏了神经```
     
    晚上江哥又请寝室的人吃饭
    有个外语系的朋友
    是我介绍给江哥认识
    想不到他们居然成了好朋友
    我都插不了话了
    不过那女孩子很质朴
    人还是不错的
    我想江哥用点心
    用点时间
    肯定会成功
     
    偶尔又提起悦
    说真的我很不想去提起````
    可是有些事情毕竟发生了
    我又怎么可能那么容易去放下
    听说你昨晚在寝室出了点事````
    听到这样的事我真的很担心你
    你没又在找我
    也许你学会了独立````
    也许你找到你可以和你担忧愁````
    也许你你````
    早上看见了你
    其实这段时间每次走那过
    都怕在去面对`
    我手上拿了两副画
    本想画好了可以送个给你
    可惜````
     
    算了
    还是安心学习吧````
    英语老师给了我很大帮助
    谢谢你
    我一定会过的````
     
    发个装饰画的小稿````
    这个星期好好的画````
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    March, 2007

    好冷````

    不知道为什么现在的天气还这样冷
    早上吃的包子真的是难吃死了
    只能算是喝了碗豆浆
    在图书馆待了几个小时
    能量全耗干
    走出来冷的我眼睛都睁不开
    晚上来把江南的结镐放上  去
    不满意就将就下吧
    每次都将就了
    下午还有选修课
    好好把创作想出来
    这次不能在差了
    March, 2007

    甘草

    刚进宿舍楼
    闻到了那几乎已经遗忘了的甘草味
    儿时````
    跑到田埂上挖那甘草
    有的时候还会被挂破皮
    拿到嘴里细细的咀嚼
    好甜````
    真的好天
    不能遗忘
    永远也不可以忘记
     
    还没有画完
    原来去临摹别人的东西那么难
    还是需要自己的感情是喜欢的东西
    没办法````
    学艺不精````
     
    March, 2007

    呕吐

    昨天实在是喝多了
    本以为自己不会醉
    哪里知道```吐了十几次
    现在的喉咙都发炎
    头还痛的很
    我都不知道是酒醉了我
    还是自己醉了自己
    真是借酒消愁
    愁更愁````
    我都不知道是怎么了
    郁闷的很
    前两天突然把QQ打开
    居然有个中文系的小师妹加我
    我还以为她小
    哪里知道她太狂了
    她说她失恋了
    想找帅哥聊聊
    可惜我是丑男
    其实我也想找个人聊
    一个陌生的人
    一点也不知道我这个人的人
    她失恋了可以找人说话
    我失恋了我去找谁````
    独自承受````
    有的时候想问问别人
    我应该去相信谁?‘`’
    其实没人需要对我说实话
    真相有的时候又那么不切实际
    人假
    事假
    没什么不假的
    我自己当然也假
     
    March, 2007

    TODAY

    早上的马克思主义政治经济学真的是要了我的命
    我上次逃了
    这次是我第一次上
    还特意做在第一排
    哪里知道那老师太有威力
    我不知道怎么睡着了
    还被他讲课的声音吵醒了
    哎````
    政治实在是太让人头痛
    中午看完了妹妹发给我的《生日快乐》
    其实早就没什么感觉
    这个电影开始就埋下了伏笔
    只要认真分析不用看完就能知道结果
    在加上是妹妹给我的
    男主角肯定牺牲了
    妹妹总是喜欢这样的悲剧
    还会感动的流泪````
    其实我也是有点感触
    我希望自己以后能给妹妹多点的关心
    就算是腻爱也不过分
    毕竟将来走了就没机会在关心妹妹了
    她还小````
    ````
    中午因此没睡觉
    下午把画具全拿到马那去
    画了点初稿
    感觉不是很好
    可能想的太好了吧!
    不过我一定会压抑自己好好的做完
    如果效果好
    有钱了拿去装框
    还可以送给妹妹
    都忘记给妹妹说句对不起````
    早上跑的太快了````
    主要是听到她说“闻到食堂的````我```”
    不至于吧````
    别人还不一样过的好好的
    March, 2007

    PLANT TREE

    今天是植树节
    没有去植树
    还是在画那个
    很多不满意的地方
    看来是太过分了
    没有准备好
    怎么那么容易得到意想不到的结果?
    算了
    下次一定好好准备
    March, 2007

    初稿

    总算是认真的起稿
    可还是没有压抑住主机的情感
    这样的东西本来就和太多的感情有牵连
    那我又怎么可能压制?
    好在老师给的评价有点让我招架不住
    这样的爱好就沿着这样的路走
    不要让自己成为俘虏
    色彩本来就是美的
    画画就是在运用那点点颜色
    怎么又可能不没?
    先贴副初稿
    不知道接下来会这样
    可是至少给了自己点希望
    真的可以像老师说的那样去参展
    也就不枉费父亲给我做的油画箱
    父亲给我的礼物
    那是要伴随我一生的````
     
     

    过敏````

    又是春天,
    冬去春来
    本来应该是会欣赏春天的嫩芽
    可是因为过敏,
    加上潮湿的天气
    让我很难提起精神
    今天还算是开心
    总算有个人可以当作自己的妹妹
    希望这次我没有错
    成为了妹妹就永远不可能在有````
    让我祝福你吧!
    将来妹妹一定会找到个好丈夫
    我还是太幼稚了
    可能有些东西还是会写到脸上
    我的脸上却没有一点印记
    我相信自己能把那些东西“刻”到脸上
    ````
    最后劝自己还是安心点吧!
    说到的一定要作到